My Half, The Woman

I was chased by what Napoleon said at a certain moment: “All women are tramps except my sister and my mother, but let’s not forget they are women, too!”
I have had a real esteem for Napoleon, for a man who has become emperor from nobody, although I haven’t understood how he could lose a battle as the one from Waterloo. Everything of what he had spoken in his memories sounded real to me, only with this statement I had a doubt and I didn’t know why.
My study upon woman has lasted my entire life. Why has it lasted so long? It has lasted because the relation with woman starts with my mother, then with my sister, with my grandmother, with my colleagues, with my educators, with the first girl I liked, with my primary school teacher, with my first lover, with the first woman with whom I made love, with my wives, with my children’s mothers, with my girls, with my lady patients, with my lady doctors colleagues…, my lady students, my lovers etc.
In this way I have come to have a lot of information of which I haven’t been aware of and after this information has been written on the paper I have come to the conclusion that I needed more days of conference to end everything I knew.
It is certain that in the end I have succeeded what I have wanted: to close the circle, to speak about the forth power of Heaven – the Human Being – and to demonstrate the relation between Woman and the Human Being. I needed this in my evolution but especially I needed this in helping the others. It has to be understood that if what I have done, to keep the conference by myself, would have been a selfish thing and God wouldn’t have allowed me this. The simple fact that all were people who dealt with spirituality and who could think against certifies this thing.